Total Est. Time: 5 hours, 52 minutes
Total Est. Distance: 294.46 miles

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i miss you.

so maybe i haven't posted in like, oh, a million years.
and just because i'm posting now doesn't mean i have anything mega-interesting to say.
today i worked and closed.. i really dislike my job (especially when it prevents me from seeing ryan). kathryn & her matt were my saviors when they brought me reese's.. it made me smile. :) when i got off work, i came home and everyone was already asleep. :( i wasn't tired so i decided to eat more reese's (fatty?) and download degrassi episodes. so awesome, so intense. i lovelovelove degrassi.
tomorrow morning i have a meeting for work at 9:30, gee, how wonderful! but really after that my day is going to be fabulous - for real. i'm thinking i'm going to have an off the hook time with ryan. I LOVE RYAN LEE TOMLIN, by the way. :) he gives me something to look forward to everyday. <3 you're probably gagging by now, so i guess i'll shut up.. for now (i need to attempt to get sleep anyway). you'll hear more soon, trust me.

p.s. whole fruit mango ice cream is great!

basically, i am the luckiest person alive.

duh.

you're right. life is too short to spend unhappy..
ryan is what makes me happy.

SERIOUSLY.

 whoever is the owner  of these socks must  be completely off the  hook...


  ♥ ♥ ♥

  p.s. he also owns my heart. six
  months and counting.

i'm really dumb and get upset over the tiniest things.

lately i've been pretty stressed out because i have too much going on in my life right now. i hate school and work because they take time away from the things i want to do. well i don't hate them, but yeah. they just make my life mega busy. i feel sort of like i'm spreading myself too thin and it's not fair to anyone at all. it's frustrating. i'm not sure what to do right now and i don't know if there is anything i can do either. whatevs. i'll get over it.

so anyway, i'm sitting here, dying of boredom.. waiting for my 4-h meeting to start and get over with. i can't wait to see ryan, i miss him. only like two and a half hours until then. also, i went to the football game yesterday. ryan is OFF THE HOOK, i'm so proud of him. we won 41-14, too. nice. oc.. you know!

oh, i don't like sundays at all!

school makes me mega tired.
everyday i fall asleep within 10 minutes of getting home
and i sleep until six or seven. sleepyhead.
i didn't even go to practice tonight. oops.


work tomorrow and friday.. 5-10, i think.
i get to work with my bff, so it makes everything okay.


i'm excited for the game saturday.
ryan rules & he's my boyfriend. awesome or awesome?
seriously though.. awesome.


this place is all kinds of amazing.
go check it out. it's behind sea island.
mango paletas are my life.

p.s. i wish the heat would give us a break. daaamn, girl.
p.s.s. people are more likely to read entries with entertaining pictures, duh.

i finally got a schedule today.
you know, since it's the first day of school and all.
but it's still screwed up.
another schedule change tomorrow.

anyway, here's my temporary schedule:
1 DANCE 2 / GOLD
2 ENGLISH 3 / PINA
3 PRE-CAL H / SCHOFOIEIELD (don't know how to spell it)
4 PHYSICS / GARDNER
5 SPANISH 3H / ZAMBIE
6 LUNCH / KATHRYNLEGENDRE
7 PEP SQUAD / SICKEST, CRUELEST JOKE EVER
8 US HISTORY H / HEATH

okay, so tomorrow they're fixing my schedule,
and i'm going to be in track 8th period,
and not P-SQUAD! wtfwtfwtf counselors.
hopefully i'll be getting history with rrlgt. :)
that would make my day tomorrow.
i fell asleep in 8th period.. already. oops.

my parents went to florida.
they got me mouse ears, cool.

( it's true )

yesterday was GREAT!
i got a job at JOHNNY CARINOS!
they didn't reject me this time!
thanks to my hbffwhbftwajcfl, kathryn!
hooray! lots of exclamation points!
then i hung out with my favorite person
& he drew something awesome
while i played with my lite-brite.
we're the coolest people EVER.
we both got jobs on the same day.
awesome or awesome?
yeah, that's what i thought.



BUT YOU KNOW WHAT?
today is going to be even better.

time to feed the birds. :(

so glad to be home from camp.
it was fun at times, but it was a really rough week.
the best part about being away is coming home to you. <3
i could not stop smiling last night...
just being next to you is the best feeling.

in other news, i woke up today and read the ads in the newspaper.
back to school.. it's everywhere. ahhh!
my mom took me to get some school stuff.
i kind of like the fresh start and the fresh supplies,
but i know that soon enough i'll be wishing for summer.


p.s. this is a tree i like to climb, no matter how scary it gets.
p.s.s. download the song i'm listening to - you won't regret it.

oh yeah, p.s. i'm back.

( mostly pictures because reading is hard )

sunday i leave for 4-h camp & i'm going to die.
you really do mean everything to me, i hope you know that.

GONE UNTIL THURSDAY!
south padre, watch out.
mmm.. i love the beach.
386-1966 if you need me.


so i'm going to miss you
& our thumb wars.
you're beating me a lot lately.
just wait until i get back.

p.s. i used to think i was lucky, but now lucky doesn't even begin to describe how i feel to have found you.

so this is me and my dog beans.
my mom named him bruiser,
but don't call him that, okay?
well i don't & neither does ryan.
and we are cool off the hook. ♥
tonight i'm going to make him alfredo.
i'm excited, for sure.

p.s. i got a haircut today, but really just a trim.

RYAN & ASHLEY'S EXTRA SPECIAL OLYMPICS
summer 2004 - ashley's house
events include: thumb wars, time guessing, and push ups with a fatty on your back AND MORE!
ryan says: bring the kids & grandpas & mas

winner gets the big cheese!

:D

ryan always helps me see things straight when i'm confused.
thanks for making my day countless times better. <3


i'm back suckaz.
and what!


warped tour was fun.
so i'm in this band called lillix..
with kathryn, erin, and sarah.
no joke.
i got ryan a shirt & it reminded me of him a lot.


hakuna matata or what? tlk-style. i know the song word for word, as holly now knows. maybe i serenaded her with the entire lion king soundtrack. or maybe i didn't. you'll never know.


oh and we got another dog. he's cute.